Breathe.

I M STILL ALIVE AND TOTALLY BREATHING~ 

Blocks is finally over la gaiz. It was hmm.. alright I guess? Maybe it's because I missed my econs paper which I think will pull everything down down down. But whatever, I feel alright and I hope my results will be alright too. 

So... the first thing I did after blocks was to actually head down to lot one for some retail therapy (desperate much). Then the next activity on my list was heading down to Sentosa to tan with @aforalina . Holy mama it was oh-so-darn-good. I understand that this is just BT1. But you need to know that I have been like studying since last year December! So anyway, I think this shiok-ness could have been better if I had worked harder for my BT. Oh well~ 

Had brunch with Tiff, Lisa and Steph at House@Dempsey to gear us up for BT1. 

Before Enning flew to Aussie to study so that we will be able to get free MC in the future. :'( 

I just have to post this! Axel actually posed for the camera to take a kissing shot with me. Ah sucha cutie. 

March Holidays~ 

Masterchef Pam and Masterchef Faith wanted to have breakfast but we woke up a little too late so we decided to make our own brunch. Haha, marry us? 

Impromptu study date with Poon and Jo + Mugathon at reading room~ 

Crashed the cavewoman's cave because I desperately need to watch a movie right after blocks is over. I miss this woman so much (hate to say this). But seriously... gahhhhh

Tanning sesh was so awesome I swear. It's like finally a day out without my books. A good Friday indeed :*

Alright, that's all. 2 more days of break before I start work again. #leggo 

Life goes on

As much as I want to believe that I have a choice as to the kind of life I want to lead, I can't. The life chose me, I didn't choose it. Yes, I have a choice to choose how I view it. But what am  I suppose to do when shit just can't stop happening? What am I suppose to do when I re-look at my life and tell myself that these are the reasons as to what is happening now. 

"Suck it up pam"

For one more day

But ask yourself this: have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. 

What if you got it back?

Count your blessing

This week was rather well spent despite not doing as much work as what I planned to. Spent my whole week at home with a burden leg but thank goodness my friends appeared in my house with truck loads of love. 

Monday

Xiaofei and Nana surprised me in my room with Rochor Tauhuay, Eggtarts, Butterfly youtiao and a beautiful sunflower. Got a shock because I was still in my Pajamas. HAHAHA. 

Jolene, Elly, Dawn and Edna then came with my homework and foolscap pad. Was so touched because badluckpam didn't have any foolscap to do my work. Hehe

Wednesday

 Ramo delivered chewy Junior in the morning before she head to work. Then at night, dearest TeamUnity teamies came to have picnic. Ah, miss them so muchhhhhh. 

Thursday

Aaron, Darius, Stephchan and Lisa came to visit and delivered more homework to me. So much love <3

Saturday

Met up with dearest friends for grocery shopping followed by Post CNY steamboat at my place. Eat till all of us surrender I swear. Hahaha

Had our vain "photoshoot" as usual. 

Night ended really really well.  Always feel extremely good after meeting up with them. It's like family you see. Hehe. 

So this week kind of bring my emotions on a a roller coaster ride. Was kind of upset when I'm left alone, thinking about how my plan for this year have to change drastically just because of this cut. It's like my dream of entering finals and fighting too get champion this year just go crashing down. But oh well, life goes on...

Guess xf was right, maybe this incident is a blessing in disguise. Without this injury, I may not be able to meet up with so many people in just one week. Especially my secondary school team mates. And what I realised is that I'm actually really bless to have these friends around me, being there for me. (ah shit, too emotional) 

A whole week well spent, thank you my friends, I love all of youuuuuuuuu. :')

What a February

As stated on the title, yes indeed, what a February. Definitely not a fabulous February, but still it was a rather hmm.. interesting one I would say? First weekend of February was spent in Sydney, while the second week was spend in Sentosa with Xf, Nana, Olivia, Ramo and Nanette for Surf n Sweat 2013 followed by my virgin try at Wave house. 

Had so much fun that day! Though we did not win anything but it just feels so good to be back on "court" with these girlies. Hehe.

Couldn't wake up the next day morning for school but I still did. But I fell down the stairs because of it. #badluckpam The muscle ache I had from head to toe was so bad, and I'm not even joking. Especially after multiples fall while surfing which cause my neck to be so stiff for the next few days. 

Alright last week, as you all know or may know that I spent my weekend, which is also the last two days of CNY in NUH. Oh actually before that I went to gamble at Weien's place which made me lose a sum of money. But nah, I didn't regret it. It was a good night. 

Thrilling experience on Weien's bike ;)

Saturday has gotta be the worst day since forever. So firstly, I woke up at 9am when I reached home at 3am  that morning, went for match as I thought that my match is at 12. So when I reached, I realise that the match is at 2pm. Fml I know. Had gym training after match and that's when disaster happened. 

I was doing squats and some box jump thingy and I have no idea what happened to my right leg but it didn't jump when my left leg has already landed on that stand thingy. So my right shin just knocked really hard at the edge of that metal stand (it's actually like a table that's the height of like from my foot to my waist). OKAY I KNOW I'M REALLY BAD AT DESCRIBING THINGS. 

Anyway, I guess I was rather distracted during training because of the match. hmm.. but oh well, I knocked it and I thought it was just a bruise because I knocked it once before (Yes, Ikr). So I bent down and saw this big hole and like some white stuff in it. I thought it was some tissue, but no, it was my bone!! #yolo 

Laid down and my blood just start gushing out and there's a pool of blood according to my team mates. I swear my team mates are freaking cute. They were like shouting " 911, 999 etc" and not 995 when they want to call for the ambulance. So yeap, no ambulance at that time so I headed to the clinic and they said they can't do anything to the wound. Headed to NUH and was told that I need to go for an operation because the X-ray result showed that the wound is really big and deep. Dafuq, I cried. Ah. 

Stayed in the hospital alone with no phone, NOTHING. And I really mean nothing at all (you know what I mean). Had my operation at around 6am in the morning and was discharged  on Sunday afternoon. Oh, and cutie team mates came to visit poor pam in the hospital. hehe 

YOLO LA GUYS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Alright shall show a picture of my freaking gory wound 

  

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Nahhh, kidding. 

Gonna be on MC till 10 march and hmm probably gonna be away on court this season. This feeling suck a lot. But oh well, time will tell. Whatever that has happened, had happened.  I'll be strong :)

bye

CNY @ SYDNEY Day 2-4

Wahooo I finally found some time to update on Sydney day 2 and so on. Better to update now before I forget what I did there. Alright, so here it goes..

Day 2

On the second day, we woke up pretty early for our day tour at the more non-urban area in Sydney. The first stop was at the Wildlife park. I swear Koala bear has got to be the cutest thing that I've ever seen in my entire life. 

Stop by at some street to do an hour of shopping. Which we end up spending on chocolates again.

Yeap, it's the 3 sisters. 

Our Reunion dinner by the Harbour Bridge at Circular Quay.

Day 3 

On day 3, we joined another day tour which brings us to the countryside to do wine tasting, cheese tasting and get chocolates from their chocolate factory. Don't really like this day trip though as I was like Semi-sober by the end of the day after trying 46 different kinds of wine. But nonetheless, it was a good day. The countryside, ohmy, is so beautiful. Actually I wouldn't mind being a farmer there, really. 

Went back to our apartment early that night and went for a swim while the brother gym-ed. That's the advantage of going overseas with the brother. He can't go a day without working out. And that made me really guilty. So I decided to lessen my guilt and work out too. 

Day 4 

Day 4 was our Lepak day. Woke up later in the morning, then we headed down to the Sydney Fish Market for our brunch. Had all sorts of seafood and Sashimis which were served fresh. Too good, too yummy. Haha. Walked all the way down to St James after that which is like freaking far. My mum was our tour guide for that day and as usual, we got lost a couple of time. Haha, nah I'm not blaming her. We just took it as though getting lost was part of our itinerary everyday. Did some last minute shopping and we bought a few bags full of chocolates again. 

Bro and my fail #ootd shots. HAHAHA

Headed over to St. James church. 

Our favourite people. hehe

Then... brother and I decided to wonder around on our own and start our very own ANTM photoshoot. HAHAHA 

 Went around Westfield to shop and just get lost everywhere until we got tired of walking. Settled down at some Chinese restaurant for dinner at chinatown. Gosh, that dinner is so freaking not worth it. 

Last two photos taken at Sydney. Flew back to Singapore on the third day of Chinese New Year. I'm really glad that my parents actually brought us out of the country during this long weekend. Really need to getaway for a little while. Hehe, love 'em. <3