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For the longest time, ever since probably 2 years ago, I have been dreaming about the same thing over and over again. I mean besides the fact that the scenarios are different, everything that I want to feel, just kept appearing in my dream. It's like how is this even possible right? 

"That was the last time I am asking you this"

You see.. here's the thing. Everything will eventually change. Your life, family, friend, lover, crush or whatsoever. The fact is, nothing really last forever. So whatever it is, treasure what you have and appreciate whatever that's around you. You never know when's the last. For that, maybe.. just maybe.. that was the last straw. Till then. 

No distance

THAMMY'S 18TH

Celebrated Sherlyn's 18th birthday at wavehouse followed by dinner at vivo after that. Good food, Good Company ت

Presenting to you the Hwachong girl band, the kinky kittens. ;)

TREKKING AT M'SIA WITH HC BBALL TEAM 

Went trekking at some ulu mountain in Malaysia with Team Hwachong last week. It was... hell tough and freaking challenging. The route was hell insane and we have to use our hand and legs to literally climb that mountain. Being badluckpam, my shoe's soul actually came off half way while I was climbing up the mountain. The going down part was mad, my legs were literally shaking okay! And being badluckpam again, my feet sunk into the soil and I sprained my freaking ankle after clearing less than a quarter of the route. I thought I was going to die in the forest la. Was so proud of myself when I cleared the whole journey. So yeap, #yolo 7 hours Tarzan adventure. 

It's freaking steep seriously...

Team Hwachonggggg ✌

With the girls at the Summit

BAKING + STUDY SESH AT @AFORALINA 

I don't know what's happening but my bad luck is coming back to haunt me again. It's like I've got so many unlucky events that  I don't even know how to react anymore. I seriously hope that things will get better and may all the shit leave me... meanwhile, #prayforpamzie HAHA OKAY KIDDING

Time to rush all of my undone tutorial. roarr.. and my blocks... oh my blocks... **** my blocks...

That's all, have a good weekend ;)

It's a quarter after 1

It's 1am and I should be asleep now since I'm going for a hike later at Malaysia with TeamHC   . I was looking through my photo albums just now and ohgawddd.. I miss my long hair but somehow I don't want to have it back. You see, sometimes things are meant to remain at the back of our mind, and stay as memories. LOL. #wisepam 

But seriously, I am no longer the Pamela that I use to be 2 years ago. It's not a bad thing actually. I mean these changes just somehow, someway let me understand that people do change along the way. It's just how much he/she changed isn't it? 

Alright, this post is getting nowhere and I need my sleep!! Here's a super S T E P photo. HAHAHAHA  

B Y E

Breathe.

I M STILL ALIVE AND TOTALLY BREATHING~ 

Blocks is finally over la gaiz. It was hmm.. alright I guess? Maybe it's because I missed my econs paper which I think will pull everything down down down. But whatever, I feel alright and I hope my results will be alright too. 

So... the first thing I did after blocks was to actually head down to lot one for some retail therapy (desperate much). Then the next activity on my list was heading down to Sentosa to tan with @aforalina . Holy mama it was oh-so-darn-good. I understand that this is just BT1. But you need to know that I have been like studying since last year December! So anyway, I think this shiok-ness could have been better if I had worked harder for my BT. Oh well~ 

Had brunch with Tiff, Lisa and Steph at House@Dempsey to gear us up for BT1. 

Before Enning flew to Aussie to study so that we will be able to get free MC in the future. :'( 

I just have to post this! Axel actually posed for the camera to take a kissing shot with me. Ah sucha cutie. 

March Holidays~ 

Masterchef Pam and Masterchef Faith wanted to have breakfast but we woke up a little too late so we decided to make our own brunch. Haha, marry us? 

Impromptu study date with Poon and Jo + Mugathon at reading room~ 

Crashed the cavewoman's cave because I desperately need to watch a movie right after blocks is over. I miss this woman so much (hate to say this). But seriously... gahhhhh

Tanning sesh was so awesome I swear. It's like finally a day out without my books. A good Friday indeed :*

Alright, that's all. 2 more days of break before I start work again. #leggo 

Life goes on

As much as I want to believe that I have a choice as to the kind of life I want to lead, I can't. The life chose me, I didn't choose it. Yes, I have a choice to choose how I view it. But what am  I suppose to do when shit just can't stop happening? What am I suppose to do when I re-look at my life and tell myself that these are the reasons as to what is happening now. 

"Suck it up pam"

For one more day

But ask yourself this: have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back. 

What if you got it back?

Count your blessing

This week was rather well spent despite not doing as much work as what I planned to. Spent my whole week at home with a burden leg but thank goodness my friends appeared in my house with truck loads of love. 

Monday

Xiaofei and Nana surprised me in my room with Rochor Tauhuay, Eggtarts, Butterfly youtiao and a beautiful sunflower. Got a shock because I was still in my Pajamas. HAHAHA. 

Jolene, Elly, Dawn and Edna then came with my homework and foolscap pad. Was so touched because badluckpam didn't have any foolscap to do my work. Hehe

Wednesday

 Ramo delivered chewy Junior in the morning before she head to work. Then at night, dearest TeamUnity teamies came to have picnic. Ah, miss them so muchhhhhh. 

Thursday

Aaron, Darius, Stephchan and Lisa came to visit and delivered more homework to me. So much love <3

Saturday

Met up with dearest friends for grocery shopping followed by Post CNY steamboat at my place. Eat till all of us surrender I swear. Hahaha

Had our vain "photoshoot" as usual. 

Night ended really really well.  Always feel extremely good after meeting up with them. It's like family you see. Hehe. 

So this week kind of bring my emotions on a a roller coaster ride. Was kind of upset when I'm left alone, thinking about how my plan for this year have to change drastically just because of this cut. It's like my dream of entering finals and fighting too get champion this year just go crashing down. But oh well, life goes on...

Guess xf was right, maybe this incident is a blessing in disguise. Without this injury, I may not be able to meet up with so many people in just one week. Especially my secondary school team mates. And what I realised is that I'm actually really bless to have these friends around me, being there for me. (ah shit, too emotional) 

A whole week well spent, thank you my friends, I love all of youuuuuuuuu. :')